" Hmm i don't really know how to face you guys. I'm not even gonna get mad anymore. I guess it's all my fault. I fell too easy without knowing the consequences. In the end, i'm the only one who has to bear all the effects. I thought i moved on, but sometimes whenever i saw you guys' name, those things come straight to my mind. I don't know. This is tough for me. Nak elak but you guys are my friends. Kalau nak elak pun tak boleh i think. The world is round. Pergi mana pun akan balik kat tempat yang sama. And tipu lah if i say i never terasa with all this things. Sangat terasa actually. Tapi, nak buat apa lagi kan. Luckily, i'm the type of person yang take things easily. I'm too lazy to think bout things that shouldn't be a matter to me. Sampai nena and syiera pun cakap, jgn mintak pendapat aku ni sangat. Sebab benda yang selalu aku cakap is, alaa biarlahh dorang tu, tak payah layan, nanti okaylah tu, takpe kita chill je dulu. Hahaha. Aku baru perasan benda ni sekarang. Tapi benda tu semua yang kita takkan jumpa lagi in the future. Maksudnye, benda yang takkan pernah wujud dalam future aku nanti, i don't give a damn about them. Sebab tu malas nak panjangkan cerita. But you guys? If only i have the guts to do what greyson chance do - unfriend you, i think my life would be better. Haha. But i still have my sense. Takkan tiba tiba nak putus kawan tanpa sebab kan? I guess i will TRY to act normal. And what i'm sure is, things will never be like before. Though i knew it, but to hear it from you guys is okay. A confession is much better. I'm tired to guess, to predict, to pretend or whatsoever. Maybe you guys think i shouldn't think bout this thing anymore. BUT if only i can. Sigh. "

* P/S : This post can be for anyone. Don't misunderstood for what i have wrote. This is one way for me to release those feelings. At least i will feel better after this.